This past week or so has been pretty hard on me, with the deadline for Mary Kay creeping up very quickly. I was seriously starting to doubt that I was going to make my wholesale order, but I've sold a few things this week that I am very happy about. I also had my second recruit sign up today! Although I had a crap day of work, ending my day like this has been totally worth it.

I AM: Tired and uninspired
I SAID: That I’m going to get my Queen of Sales ring next summer
I WANT: To be a director by next summer
I WISH: I could talk to people more easily
I HATE: Being afraid of strangers
I MISS: Being the best in the group
I FEAR: Rejection
I HEAR: Karen reminding me that I CAN do this
I WONDER: What I would be doing if I wasn’t doing Mary Kay
I REGRET: Not sticking to my goals
I AM NOT: Patient when waiting for results
I DANCE: All the way to the bank
I SING: When I file, or when I’m putting orders together
I AM NOT ALWAYS: As motivated as I should be and could be
I MADE: $600 in profits last month, but I put it back into inventory.
I WRITE: Emails
I CONFUSE: Rejection of me, and rejection of the Mary Kay opportunity
I NEED: Support. Lots and lots of support
I SHOULD: Just start talking to everyone I see
I START: My days out strong
I FINISH: My days discouraged
I BELIEVE: That I can go as far as I want with Mary Kay
I KNOW: I have to earn my car, my directors suit, my Queen of Sales ring. No one else can do that for me
I CAN: Accomplish my goals if I work at them
I CAN’T: Let this opportunity pass me by
I SEE: A good future ahead of me and my family
I BLOG: To remember what my life was like, and to motivate myself
I READ: Everything, but I am trying to make an effort to read more non-fiction
IT TICKS ME OFF: When I let fear get the best of me
I FIND: That no one can make me better, only God can do that
I LIKE: Going to the bank
I LOVE: My family. Knowing that if anything was to happen to Rob, I have an opportunity to take care of us by working my business

Tonight is our Star Shooter Party! I am very excited, as this is the first of many parties that I will be attending. I think that it will help build excitement and momentum towards being a Star Consultant, and will hopefully bring more people out to our Star Consultant Dinners. I had a really good time at the last one, and can't wait for the next (all the way in July!).

Karen has challenged me to get two recruits in the next two days! Yikes! I am going to really try, though. We'll see. I want to go to the Red Jacket Training thing at Gloria's house! I can't even imagine what her home must look like. Do you think it's pink?

Tomorrow night is our makeup night! Very exciting! Karen's going to do a bunch of how to's, showing the best way to apply makeup and all that! Anyone who signs up tomorrow night gets a free ring, and they're pretty nice. I wish I could sign up again to get a free ring! I'll just have to bring three guests instead!

So I talked pretty big at the Mary Kay meeting tonight... so now I'm in a race with Renada to see who can finish the random person scavenger hunt. I said I would have it done by Friday night, so if you see a crazy and derranged lady at walmart tomorrow randomly chasing people down screaming "I just want your name and number", that would be me. *sigh* I have got to learn to keep my mouth shut. Oh well, if I get a few booking out of it, well, go me.

I'm a little short of my $300/week goal, so I'm going to have to beef up the sales this week. I have a good idea of who I'm going to talk to, I have a few mothers day ideas, and hopefully the people will bite! I'll have to check what's in stock, first. Can't sell out of an empty wagon, afterall!

I'm really anxious to make my next $600 order. I don't want to lose momentum, plus this is my big bonus, the custom compact bonus. I'm a little worried, even though I know that I have tonnes of bookings.

I won the Queen of Sales title for this week! Yay! That means that I got to wear a boa and a tiara for the meeting, and I got to take home the HUGE pink diamond ring (not real, of course) to wear for the week! Yay! Also, I can't believe how many sassy bucks I'm racking up. Seriously! D - make sure that you do your Career Essentials and hand in your vouchers. You'll be sure to get an awesome prize that way! Find it here! Also, if you need help organizing yourself in regards to your paperwork and stuff, let me know. I'm ace at that type of stuff, and I'm all set, so I've got some good resources - and chances are, I know where to find it cheapest!

All right, I've got real work to do, so I'm outie! (ha ha ha!)